Going mad from all those national identity tingy. just feel like killing the whole society. what's wRONggg man. Y can't they give a more simpler and interesting topic like 'what harm will fast food do to the society' or whatever la. Anything abt food will interest me more. I just feel like strangling any Singaporean i see now. Okie enough of complaining.
I found a past pic taken with jian.
Kauz. I miss my firm cheeks lo. It gives a nice smile. at least i have a cheekbone then. Rather than my super flabby and chubby cheek now. my smile becomes so saggy (wat a word). That's why i don't smile as often as last time. I only laugh now. Laugh and smile is extremely different k. I wan to burn my cheek fatsss!!! They always say I look like a hamster when i'm eating becos of the fatty cheeks.
cool car ehhh. and i found tis pic oso.
Just remember you after seeing your msg. And found these pics so decided to post for u hahaa. wah how different u hv become in just about 1 year. last time work till pale like drug addict, nw macho (u say one) like bull le hur. No pic of you now to show ur change.
Anyway, happy to hear that u have POPPED. hope u will enjoy ur period in PTI! Train more disciplined army boys ler....army boys nowadays quite disappointing. =X
Arrived at 4:49 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
I just realised that the hall CNY dinner clashed with ah di's bdae chalet. ROARRRR. what to do man. The email still state wat toopid penalty. both start at the same time somemre. of cos i must weigh the importance of both events.
I will definately attend dearest di's party. but maybe will reach a bit later. sorry eh. bt definately b4 u cut cake and mi n hong will surely stayover. hahaa self-invitation to stayover. Anyway, since we quite sou, can tell me some of the tings in ur wishlists? ong song qin? =X
Anyway, to ah fei:
Ni you fei le...Hope u have a safe trip there again..And see you soon k (though dunno when)..don't tink u can make it to my birthday too...bt i can still hold a belated one like you just for you.hahahaa.
Okie. I NEED to get back to my toopid Singapore Society Assignment. Left 1 day and i am still creating the survey la. 1/10 of the proj. feeling real frustrated with myself. *SCREAM
Arrived at 6:02 PM
Friday, February 23, 2007
Just came back from Samuel's POOLSIDE 21st bdae party. hahaa. i specially emphasized the word cos it sounds nice. tink i will have a poolside one too. u will receive my invitation 3 mths later if i consider you as my friend. hahaa.
The number of people who attend the party is really HUGE. he sae he invited his relatives, church frens, secondary, jc (RJC: u will noe how typical RJCians are.) and army frens. we belong to the secondary and CCA category. haa. Samuel didn't change much after 4 years (though we just ate steamboat 2 days ago.). still as potato and his actions are really the same. esp the way he walks and when he pose for photo.
We are really distinct among his frens and relatives till the extent:
1) his father noe we are from Anglican the moment we step in even thought we have not met b4. And his father came up to me and ask whether i just finished my O's. DOTZ. -_-" hahaa. wat can i sae. i will take it as a compliment. cos he sae i look v young.
2) i tot i am in American cos all his relatives and frens are english potatoes. RJC guys really bu shi gai de lo. the english comes with an accent one ler. And his sister who apparently like us alot cos we entertained her greatly with our chinese. And she told us she tot we are from China. Hmm a 15 yr old girl, i wun blame her. but she is nice la. still young. hahaa.
This pic only shows 1/10 of the crowd. hahaa. i tot we are attending a seminar. i dun tink i have half as many frens. Introducing our PAP candidate- SAMUEL LIM. He's officially 21, cute, intelligent, SINGLE and AVAILABLE. hahaa. Wat are you waiting for? mi and him. wat a unflattering pic. hahaa.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SAMUEL and also HAOJIE! hope both of you will have a great future ahead =)
I mentioned that i went for the VC elderly lunch at Holiday Park Inn Hotel eh. It's great. Though not say fun like wat youngsters alwaes do but i feel really happy from the bottom of my heart. especially when u look at the elderlys' smiles. it feels right and meaningful. and i feel great too. i'm sure u will understand the feeling if u did voluntary work b4. i dun mind going for another. =)
No pic taken with the elderlys is received yet. Only these:
wif kaijuan~ getting the perfect VC sign. hahaa. Yeay we did it. she is cute rite. i like her. i will chase after her if i am a guy. really.
And the forever vain Brit:
trying to capture him taking photo of himself. hahaa.
after that went to watch 'Protege' at Vivo. Nt bad, though the movie is a bit dark. and the hammering of hand part is super gross. i cringe at the scene. i tink i realli become mre timid as I grow older. Last time i enjoy watching horror and thriller movies. bt nw i dun realli fancy as much. anyway, daniel wu is really suave. hehee.
And i bot this at Vivo. Queue for freaking long time la. rarrrrrrr. bt it tastes nt bad. bot for a fren since it's his bdae and also my family. hahaa. i also nv tell you i am a good daughter and sister right? Now u noe. =P
The nice ones are all gone when i bot. nvm shall try again next time when i have the time!
Arrived at 11:32 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
near to the end of term break. tat's how fast time can be. i believe it's the fastest element in the universe. though nt scientifically proven. dotz. i am like how scientific nw cos of the toopid bio (which is driving me crazie!). i m totally nt a science person la. if not i oso wun choose my path to TP, cos i noe i wun do well in science and neither in humanities. i hate general bio, i hate sg society, i hate studying. mountain pile of work awaiting for me. bt i m still having the cny mood. and i haven even start my 30% Sg society assignment at all which is due on mon! how sad. and the rest of da week seems to pack with activities.
Have you ever thought that it has been 8 years since you enter your secondary sch at 13 if you are 21 nw? yesterdae ben toh mentioned while we were walking bk home after steamboat. and it strikes to us how old we are now. i noe we are always saying we are becoming old and how time flies. but these words really hit on mi. seems like yesterdae i am just a secondary one student feeling real nervous in a new sch. soon i will be a real OL. and a hot OL. hahaa.
shall update on the past week soon. too many pics and i need rest early. tml needa go for lunch with the elderlys. i told you before i am kind right?
Arrived at 11:39 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
to everyone
=).
Arrived at 11:36 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
my vdae started really bad. my bag snapped when i was about to reach biz sch and was in a hurry. so i faster went bk hall to change to another bag. tis is not the bad thing. I was coughing and choking with my cough so badly for all my 3 tutorials today and even during presentation. that's really bad and embarassing. dunno why my cough becomes so bad. And i always choked when i cough till my tears will flow like water tap. i tink ppl who saw me today must be thinking 'no valentine oso dun need to be so sad de ma!' BOOOO.
my vdae plan is cancelled due to handball finals. but i feel rather sick to go support the finals too. maybe i will go home cos there's so many tings to bring home (clothes for new year blah blah blah) and i can't squeeze everything to bring bk together. i not so fortunate like others gt dad to fetch them hme la. hahaa. my dad will just sae 'aiya, take bus la'. my dad really love me a lot right. haa.
Though isn't such a good day, bt these brighten me up =)
Thank you clarice, kaijuan, rachel, amy (paisae, so fast finished ur hello panda cos too hungrie hahaa bt i still took a pic of it k!), jason (nt in pic), zhilong..=D
Yesterdae valentine relevation was funnn..took lots of lame and farnie pics. send us the pics k, rachel! And clarice was so happy when she received a rose la. spite us summre HUR. hahaa..anyway, we still <3>helped in bazaar yesterdae and ended up spending so much. bot foood, handmade necklace and this cute lil ele top and shorts from hy!
cuteee right? =)
nicer IRL la. hahaa. i enhance it too =X
woah. it's raining heavily now. maybe handball will be cancelled. hahaa. that's gd news for a lot of ppl, esp those who hv made vdae reservations and can't make it.
ohhh. my room underwent a makeover yesterdae with some heroes' help. hahaa. shall post on the next post. u will be amazed by the process.
Arrived at 3:13 PM
Happy Valentine's to all *<3<3<3 ~ a day full of hugs and love
Arrived at 12:19 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
i am too silly.
There are so many other better things ard. i shall stop all my pms-ing. and do what i must- make my life better (happier)! Compliments are a form of encouragement while criticisms are my source of motivation.
Jia you Song Yun, Jia you my friends! Aza Aza Fighting! =)
another 3 more frens having 21st bdae celebration soon. this year is gonna be such a broke year. hahaa. bt kai xin jiu hao la. Karen= retro theme (how??? big hairband with big earrings?) Samuel= clearwater theme? hahaa. eh can i wear t shirt and shorts down there nt. only beside my house lo. suddenly realised all the apartments ard my house are with water themes-'Aquarius', 'Clearwater', 'Baywater'. just becos of da reservoir? Ah di= eh what theme you having? zi you fa hui ah?
Anyway, CNY is approaching, I invite any of my authorised frens to my house on chu er onwards. hahaa. my mum misses her daughter-in-lawsss (3 s cos gt 3, u noe who are u).
And i am free to receive any invitation to your house too! invite me hor...=D
Pic of the day.
Arrived at 9:15 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Taken today during our walk:
Vdae is approaching. commercial hearts are everywhere. and now i come across the most natural heart. 'Our love begins here...' =)
Ohhh. And i love this dress, dunno whether i should get since i gt quite a similar white dress but i tink tis one looks realli nice ler. arghhh.
This week is gonna be full of activities. i m quite happy la, at least my life will be back again. for only a short while lo. hahaa. better than nothing. quite looking forward to this year's chinese new year, not becos of hongbaos and visitings la. i dun really fancy visitings anyway. cos it feels awkward and superficial to mi at least. i am looking forward for a good rest and mayb i am able to catch some nice fireworks. but i dread crowds. any place where there will b magnificent fireworks bt has less than 10 people? hahaa.
Shhhhh. share with me k.
Arrived at 10:30 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
why do i feel da pain. i hope it doesn't come true.
i am sensitive and sensitive towards how ppl will feel. in the end i'm the one who don't feel good. i hope people can be more sensitive towards ppl's feeling. Put yourself in the shoes. You won't want to be treated like that. or maybe you just don't understand.
Arrived at 8:46 PM
my head felt so heavy and hot just now. smeelly rubbish chute and noisy grass mowner woke mi up at 8 plus when i slept at 4 am. since i already woke up, i dragged myself to lect even though i felt like shit. in the end, i did not listen at all as i felt realli pain all over. wat a waste of time.
after tt, i went to central forum to distribute flyers for Se bazaar publicity with a terrible headache. wah nt a v gd experience. and after tis, i swear tt i will take all the flyers when people are distributing to me. it don't feel good at all when ppl reject or simply just ignore u. now i uds how those ppl feel le.
and today's weather is reallly freaking hot and humid tt i tot i goin to faint right on the spot. took a nap immediately when i reached hall. feel better a bit now. I tink being sick has become a routine for me. hai. please give me more strength, will you?
i want to recover FASTTTT. esp when CNY is approaching! one of my fave occasions other than xmas...cos there are so many goodiesss and food to eat. Vdae is just on next wed. Another of my fav occasion. eh 1 year ago i tink. hahaa. but anyway i still love the occasion la. cos to me, vdae day is a day of love, nt only for COUPLES k..but also with ur loved ones (friends,family). I remember how we are so crazily exchanging gifts on vdae during secondary sch day. I tink that is the period when we spent most, right ah di? it's really fun. and it becomes a tradition during sec sch. i really missed those good old days. we r just so happy then. i believe everyone else feels the same.
feeling realli sian after i woke up so i did tis. out of fun. hahaa. relate to vdae ma. go try la...just a form of self-entertainment
Arrived at 4:27 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
I kup these pics from ah di.
Taken during ah fei's bdae chalet:
My god. this pic is damn farnie and fugly la. hahahaaa..now i know photoshop+oilyface=GROSS.we look so scary. And my mouth machiam just suck ppl's blood la. eeeeewwwww. but i dun uds y my mouth is lidat ler. wat did u do to mi, ahdi!?
introducing my baby. hahaaa i tink she run a gambler den in the past. so gt 'seh' when she gamble can.
mi and da male lead of the dramatic scenario that night. ahaha..the pic looks strange. can see my eye bag is twice the size of my eyes.
with the female lead. i oni hv tis solo pic wif . n so blur. but quite artistic la hor.
mi n nanaaa. she wears like a banana. hahaaa.
seriously my camera sux. so blurrrr. time to change leeee.any kind soul???
And i tot i took pics with 'RAIN' but i can't find any. send mi the picsss k. 10ssssss!
Arrived at 1:26 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
i seem to be chasing after time everyday or maybe i just suck at time management. seriously i need to be more self disciplined and organized.
there's just so much tings to think and do. and i really dread doing them. people who know me know that i am a lazy person, but then i will definately committed myself into doing something i love. Yesterday, i got to go back to my mother school, TP, as I went with the datous to support our guy handballers (they got into final, yeay!). I realised that I have not stepped into TP for more than half year. And somehow, i really miss the days in tp. Though i was nt a super on sch person, was a normal student who skipped lect and are late for classes almost everyday, but i was happy and contented with my life then. I had a fulfilling life then. I supposed doing something you love indeed keep you motivated, satisfied and happy. My life has a 360 degree change after i graduated from TP.
I become like a 'nobody'. my definition of 'nobody' doesn't imply to popularity or watever that is materialistic. I actually feel like a nobody who has so lil ability, confidence, interests and LIFE. I don't really understand myself anymore which I used to. I was so clear of my purpose and goal in life then. but now, i don't even know what I want or rather I have no confidence to face it anymore. People will ask me whether i regretted my choice and giving up the opportunities which i could have chase after and which are nearer to my interests. I will hesitate. but after some thoughts, i will just tell them 'no point saying this, there's no space for regrets now'. but again, i do not really regret, cos i got to know some really gd frens in hall and i am really glad. Thank you datous, amy, clarice, kaijuan, rachel, jo and some other miscellaneous frens.hahaa. I really appreciate you all. though i dun really hang out wif some of you but then in my heart , you are my frens in Nus. I got gd taste k. =) becos of you all, i feel better over my choice.
however, given the state i am in now, i dun even noe what will happen next. people say we shld control our own fate, instead of let it become a fate. quite confusing hur. i tink some of you will understand what i'm meaning. briefly, it means 'i will set my own fate and let fate decide'. these are the 2 types of people. a while ago, i am the 1st type. but now i am really uncertain..
pardon for my lor soh-ness. i just feel like procrastinating.
Anyway, yesterday i did something 'adventurous'. While i was walking back to tp from my house, i realised the back gates are all closed and locked. and there's no way for me to get in la. the only way is to take bus to the front main gate which is sooooo troublesome. and the handball court is just sooooo near me. so i decided to take a risk. i throw my bag over the gate and climb over the gate like a 'tarzan'. i was holding my breath that the alarm will not ring. or else will be how sia suay man.haaaaaa.lucki it din, and i feel really proud of myself. never feel so agile before.haa.but somehow i feel like those burglars. no la nt so jialat. Only now if people ask me did you play truant b4? i did often la. bt at least now i noe how it feel to play true truant which those tv drama portrays. hahaaa.
wah nv realise how long this post is. *yawn. i am bored and tired myself le. shall go for a nap.later still gt sp stuff again.
Arrived at 5:51 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
i m so so tired. Haven zzzz since thursday. Just came back from ah fei's chalet tis morning. chalet is indeed nt meant for sleeping. now i hv backaches all over. And thanks to the guys who obstruct us from sleeping with all their 'why girls lidat???' topics. All the way till 6 am. And by 7 am we really cannot tahan our uncomfortable sleeping position, and got out of bed. shall update more when i received more pics from the rest. overall, the chalet is fun with great company (di,ahfei,nana,chewy,karen,anderson,salvin,jiaming) and with our 'zi-high' games and the 'qin dao' beer which tastes not v nice (bt are ahfei's fave drink haa!). except that hong is sick and could not enjoy with us la. pity. get well soon k!
I was hoping to catch a gd sleep after reaching home bt i did not. nuahing ard till nw without doin any beneficial work or hv my beauty sleep.haaaa.i look like shit now.u must be thinking i already looked like shit usually right? *bish.
Oh. but i did something called 'work' just nw. hahaa. angie and jilyn, these are for you. see how nice i m even though i am like how tired.
Don't forget our date with the double Chens tomorrow. ohh, i remember to make a banner for them. hahaa.
I m really v fei ler. so much work to do and i m doin all these nw. must faster buck up or i can't enjoy the show tomorrow!
Arrived at 3:29 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
enough of all the depressing posts. I have been ranting too much.
Shall post this lovely photo up though i noe that it will irritate a lot of people. And i can already hear some ppl ROARing. hahaa.
Introducing my new boy. The photo looks really sucky but who care la. at least we can be tis close. =X
Stop screaming, girls.
Arrived at 1:03 PM
Little Miss Yunnie
My family calls me 'Miss Ong'.
My frenz call me 'Ah Yunz'.
My hall frenz call me 'Song Hyun and psqOSY'.
I am always lazie and you know
I heartz ya all lotz =D Hear me
roar & rave if you <3 me too.