it's only less than 1 day to HK. I should feel happy and excited. This is my long-awaited trip. I saved so hard for it. I endured all the ugly things at work becos of it.
But just before the day arrived. This has to happen. I admit it's part of my fault. Though I still believe it alwaes takes 2 hands to clap. I won't deny my mistakes. Cos I indeed made the mistake of not having faith beforehand. But why would I not have faith... I know I shouldn't ask for perfect in everything, cos nothing is perfect. noone is perfect. To me, you don't have to be perfect. I just hope that I can feel perfect being with you. It's the feeling at those moments we share together that count. A sensitive person can sense things going wrong easily. may be too easily and quickily which may not be good too. perhaps i am too sensitive. And I should be more sensitive towards how the other will feel. but do you feel so the same way? I feel lost. Like I am trapped in a maze. Maybe we will both get an answer soon from ourself. Just be honest with yourself, just be yourself. There's noone to be blamed.
Will there be a tale without a fairy?
Till then, I will be back after my HK trip, ADIYIOS.... Now it sucks to take flight alone...i miss nana. Ah di, please come quick....
